The past two weeks i've been doing a lot of searching... both spiritually and physically. i've been trying to find ways that i can change that will make me a better friend, sibling, daughter.. etc.. i've been so blessed in my life and i feel like there has been something missing the last little while. day after day i am continually reminded of how great my blessings really are. and i've been taking those blessings for granted. it's time i step it up and make sure that i am striving each day to be successful in all my efforts, whether it be in school, at church, at home... i can be better. it's just a matter of how willing i am to make the changes. today i made a decision... it's something i've been think about all my life... i am going to serve a mission. it is something i have always wanted to do and it is something that will benefit me not only as a member of the Church, but there are things that can be learned on mission that you can't learn anywhere else. it will be such a blessing and an honor to serve the Lord. and it's now decided. now that i have decided it i think i'm feeling a little intimidated. but it's going to be the most amazing thing of my life. definitely the BEST thing! life continues to get better and be more awesome, and busy! but i love life! and as long as we love it... we are on the right track. :)
much love